‘Twas a struggle being in Antigua away from him this summer. Two months was a tad bit too much. Although I enjoyed my time there, I missed him every single day.
This summer…. Woooo boy this summer. It was something else. It really was. A lot of unexpected experiences occurred, some of which I am grateful for and others which were just… But these things we do not control right?
Losing my grandmother and having to deal with a bunch of family matters really opened my eyes to a different side of my family. A side which I am not very proud… A side that I’m not proud of at all. They defy the definition of “family” or at least what I always thought the definition to be. It bewilders me that at the end of the day they say that what they said, done and are doing are for the sake of “family”. Baffoonary!!!
Anyways, I met Eddy!!! 🙂 and Cookie 😉
This summer all in all wasn’t really as bad as last year. It was less stressful and I had way more fun than I had anticipated. I even recorded a song! *yay me*
Something else that my eyes were opened to is that I’m still as confused about myself as I’ve ever been. Well maybe a little better than I originally was but confused and unsatisfied none the less. I hate that. It can’t be like this next year. At least by the end of this year, I hope to see change. I plan to work towards it.
I basically missed my entire blogging 101 course because I hardly had internet access and when I did… Lawwwd the speed na min all that. Sigh. I hope to catch it next time around.
I’m not sure what else to write about right now. I’m just tired of laying like this because I’m posting this from my phone. Next time I’ll tell you guys about my actual fetting and drama from being back hone this summer. :D😂:?😎😧😋😍😜😩:roll:😁 <—— listen to the emojis.
Till next time! Toodles!! 🙂